eins, zwei, drei, vier...
personal:
You can find out any number of interesting things about me in the archives.

layout:
Some strange stuff has been happening to me recently, and I wanted to channel my thoughts about it into a layout, and after some searching, I found a nice picture of Gackt in the Malice Mizer's "Le ciel" look. The song itself evoked some of the same feelings I had, so I played around with it, but I didn't come up with anything I liked. So I gave up.

And then a week later, the layout bug bit me again, so I went searching through my image files to find something I liked. I found a scan of a older poster of Dir en grey, and after some trial and error experimentation with the GIMP, I made something I really liked. Instead of a white, faded, angelic layout, it's now a dark, fragmented, mechanical one; the inversion of my intended theme suits me. Please enjoy.

Credits to Tattered Cloth for the image and translated verse for "Schwein no isu" and to vbrush for the brushes.

Weekday, Month Daynumber, Year
inject the poison | you, prototype E-00

I was going through a really hard time when I made this, and my feelings came out in this dark and fragmented look. As it says on the side, I had originally been playing with an image of Gackt from Malice Mizer's "Le ciel" look, but nothing really happened. I thought the result didn't look good, so I scrapped the project.

Even if this reflected my feelings, upon looking back at it, I'm not really pleased with it. It feels clunky, and a lot of the little stylistic things annoy me a bit, like the mouseover on the links and the blurred "eins zwei drei vier" at the top. As a note, I realize that the word "one" in German is spelled "ein", but I'm just taking the lyrics Kyo wrote for "Schwein no isu".

For all my irritation, I think 'Deus ex machina' was the start of a shift in the way I make layouts. This was the first time I fiddled with the colors of the base image, changing the balance, saturation, and contrast. All layouts after this one have base images with colors that are altered from the original. I also started using more layers, which tends to beget at least some more complexity in the finished result. So I suppose that this isn't entirely terrible.

( I, prototype A-01... time A/PM )