February 24, 2007

Wanderlust

I have so much work this weekend... which is why I'm listening to old Madonna singles on Youtube - tropical the island breeze, all of nature wild and free, this is where I long to be, la isla bonita; take a bow, the night is over, this masquerade is getting older - and playing Spider Solitaire. Whoopee. I feel sick thinking about how much work there is.

I always think of myself as a homebody - the perfect weekend is one where I don't have to leave the house. That being said, I think I have a bit of wanderlust. There are lots of places I want to go and see, maybe even live, to see what it's like. Not sure how I'm going to reconcile this with being a doctor.

The seashore's very beautiful, aside from the very distinct possibility of getting sunburnt worse than I ever have been before, but what I can't get over is the stench. I know some people love the smell of the ocean, but it actually kinda makes me sick to the stomach.

It's something I should really remind myself of, but every now and then I really understand why people commit suicide or take up unhealthy habits like cutting themselves. I guess it's easy to write these things off as "ooh, laugh at the emo kid!" but as I see it, there's no reason to trvialize someone's very real mental or emotional pain.

Good, long guitar practice sessions with the TV are pretty good for relieving stress.

Posted by amoeboid at February 24, 2007 10:39 PM
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yeah my sister got arrested. she held a birthday party and had too many people at her house. someone ran into a car. the police were called. they busted in and arrested people left and right. she probably threw something at the cop to get thrown into jail.

Posted by: Dan at March 15, 2007 4:34 PM
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