erratic evolution

Insanity

Sometimes, it's just nice to be able to sink back and enjoy the music of Aliene Ma'riage. For all my love of Malice Mizer and Lareine, there's a quality about them that I haven't been able to find in any other band, not even Diru. Kyouka's voice, Mast's guitarwork, and Ray's basslines can either send me into a manic state or calm me as their combined insanity rages around me.

Today easily tops Saturday. It wasn't all bad.

*guu, guu...* For the first time, I fell asleep during class. I was so mortified when I finally came to - I woke up briefly, then dozed off again - I'm sure the teacher had to know, since I sit front left, first row, alone at the table. There nothing wrong with me. I was just up 'til midnight reading The Fountainhead under the covers with a flashlight. Which reminds me that it's low on batteries. I'll have to go over the lecture notes I missed while snoozing. It's only a few pages, though, so I'm sure I'll be fine.

Second, I had a very fine conversation with Ben, David, and Stew after Anime Club. Big Ben, as I guess he's called, was also there, but I don't like him as much as I do the others. They were all standing outside in the wet, though. Staring at a chunk of snowy ice hanging over the roof, wondering if it was going to fall, then standing right underneath it so as to be hit? Yes, this is the type of people I hang out with. >_>;;;;;;; But I genuinely enjoyed myself. All three of them have distinct personalities, even crazy Stew. He's a bit annoying, but I suspect that David likes him more than he lets on because they're always making noise - Laura and Anna were so annoyed that Laura gave me permission to smack people, and Anna designated me bouncer (Kathryn assures me that I'm the bouncer-type, except I don't get violent). Ben equals Nice with a capital N. Doesn't like swearing, doesn't believe in hurting animals, wishes he could've been born in the 1600's so he could be a "gentleman", clothing and all.

I've been thinking about doing little crayon drawings of people. I've been wondering if I should do "how I see you" or "if you looked like your personality". Maybe I'll start with Anime Club. Shorty would be a tall thin figure, and Big Ben will be a clock. Because. Really. Clock. *sage nod* Clock?

And third... I screwed up again. Ruined two of Mum's letters, thanking the people for interviewing her. She was upset. She said I was selfish and uncaring. She got nicer about it, though. When she left the room after I rewrote the two I lost and we improved the others, I turned on the Aliene Ma'riage. Relaxing. The first song, the one that I really wanted to hear, was "Native Devil". I didn't get to do my essay, though. Too busy patching up.