My feelings about the Columbia tragedy are not rational, and I acknowledge that. If you shrug it off and tell me that people die all the time or accuse me of not being able to think for myself, you can go to hell. The events upset me. It's painful. You don't have to relate or understand, but don't blow me off or insult me. You can go to hell. Both of you, Erin and Fritebourne.
Turbo Photo 4.4I know that's not what you guys meant, but that doesn't change the way I feel. I want to be clear - it hurt a lot when I felt like I was being patronized or told I was just another mindless creature, especially when they're people that I really like and trust. It feels almost like a betrayal. I know it's not what you meant, but it hurts.
The layout is back to normal, but I'm still really emotional. Like I said before, I don't know why, I just know I am. I'm working on getting over it.
I'm very definitely sleep-deprived. When people I don't know ask me, "Hey, are you alright?" I know there's a problem. I really should sleep more.
I swear that one of these days, I'll get [M] up. I wrote a little more for the site today, and maybe in the next two weekends I can finish the rest.
February 5, 2003 10:39 PMMy journal back up, same place it used to be. Decided I might as well keep it. I sure do make a crapload of typos...
Cool layout by the way. I listened too some Miyavi stuff recently. Not the best singer but he still plays a mean guitar, and the tracks are pretty spiffy.
Firstebournes comments seemed a tad bit outta line, but I could see where he was commin' from and I don't think he was trying to cause any damage to ya. I have a habit of making such comments too, though now less than before.
Hope you get some more sleep, and I'd love to see [M] whan it's up.
Later,
In Silence
yeah i know what you mean ^_^;;;; sorry you have to listen to the incoherent babble if that's even how you spell it >.
Posted by: kathryn at February 11, 2003 08:59 AM