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07/01/2003 Archived Entry: "My thinking has actually paid off."

I've come to a few conclusions:

1. The act of Thinking is the most prominant cause of depression...at least for me.
2. Emotions can be really really fucked up. I'm frustrated about being upset to the point of self harm when ABSOLUTELY NOTHING IS WRONG!!!
3. HP5 is wonderfully angsty and emotionally tension filled. It makes my feelings and own angst seem like a valley girl's love of calculus. ....that was a weird analogy. Nevermind. The point has been made.
4. Work is nice...as long as I've had my full 8 hours of sleep. Any less and I start wishing for something very very large and heavy to fall on me just so it would end the pain.
5. No matter the angst, no matter whatever levels of disconnection, no matter the loneliness, no matter the cycles of emotional self torment, animal crackers will make me smile. no matter what, animal crackers will always always make me smile.